its been almost 2 months since my last post.... life is moving on these days.... my new years's wish was granted on dec. 30th when i got the "all clear" of detectable cancer cells. i say detectable because i believe that we all have cancer cells in our body. radiation creates mutant genes and the toxins of our environment poison us. i prob have fewer cancer cells right now than most people. after all the killer chemicals i ingested.... anyway right now i am wondering if the chemo didn't make my stomach permanently weak. i had a little stint in the ER the other night. not very pleseant. when i get like that i just want to be unconscious. i go back to GI doctor on wed. to get results from my scope tests. i don't think they are gonna find much. i thik i just need to stop eating junk food and nourish my body instead poking in garbage. i think i'll join the class action lawsuits against the fast food chains... if i won i'd go eat a burger to celebrate... hehe..

our dogs are getting bigger. gidget has multiplied by 2 in the last 2 months and olive is packing it on from all the treats and grubbing puppy food. she's about to go on some weight control formula soon. even our dogs eat like crap. haha. i think we are going to join the YMCA soon. i really want to start working out and getting my leg strong. i have been cutting down on the pain pills and i suddenly have become a grumpy bastard. the pain is never-ending.. like someone tapping you on the back of your head all day. my knee cracks and pops when i flex it. i just wanna inject some WD-40. i think it will eventually get some better... it's just going to take time and exercise on my part. i think the pain pills may be a contributing factor to the stomach issues.

so i guess i am doing great considering those complaints.. hehe.. i'm glad to be alive. that's what matters right now.