last night was absolutely horrible. i puked for about 3 hours straight; from 1:30 to 4:30 am. i felt like my insides were coming out. i finally fell asleep on the couch after exhausting myself. i'm not sure why i got so sick. i felt really good all day yesterday. i am pretty sure it wasn't anything i ate. megan and i had tomato soup and grilled cheese for a late dinner, which tasted really good. i don't know, it could have been the milk. milk products seem to bother me a lot these days. maybe i have a lactose intolerence problem. i don't know how they test for that. i am going to talk to my doctor and see what she thinks.
i have been lazy all day today. still tired, dehydrated, and aching from last night. dad stopped by and brought me some gatorade and megan cooked me some chicken noodle soup. it's good to have people take care of you when you feel like hell. it's kind of weird, but i feel really agitated and jittery, like i can't relax. i'm not sure what could be causing that. i am just glad my stomach is well settled and not aching like it was last night. it was making noises so loud you could probably hear it down the street. i am going to continue relaxing and hopefully sleep well tonight. i really hope tomorrow is a better day...
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That darn Chemo is really something, but in the long run its best for you. No one who hasnt been through it can understand, and the sickness is really unexplainable anyway. Nothing like any other kind of sick, is it. As for the mj, you do what you have to do to feel better, and let the naysayers in one ear and out the other. This is no time for judgement, only a time for support. Like someone else said, you're the one going through this, so you do what you have to do. Hang in there, its almost over, and know many are thinking of you and caring about you.
once you are through chemo hell, please check out some literature on coral calcium. it buffers the body's PH. it has been proven that tumors do not/can not live in a non-acid environment. also, it helps greatly with orthopeadic injuries/surgeries; again an alkalin (non-acid) body simply functions more smoothly. medicine when conducted as a business often overlooks "earthly" cures and treatments. just like your own personal experience with the marijuana...it worked, that's it, and someone (your doctor) should have recommended that to you long ago. i am sure God knew what he was doing when he created these natural remedies. i've been cancer free now for 15 years. i take coral calcium EVERY day and feel absolutely fabulous. it didn't cure me (i didn't know about it then) but I do think it has kept me healthy for the last 8 years. you are so brave; keep it up, just a little further to go!
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