last week my chemo treatments were delayed again. my platelet count was still not up to par. i am getting so tired of dragging this out. i want it to be over! i may talk with my doctor about stopping the treatments early. i honestly don't see what good a couple more treatments are going to do. i think if there were any cancer cells in my body that they would have been killed by now. i mean i had less treatments before i had surgery to remove the tumor and it killed 98% of the cancer cells. i go back to the doctor again on thurs. hopefully no more delays.

on another note, our air conditioner's blower motor burned out. i panicked and immediately thought of the worst. i thought it would cost several hundred dollars and a few days to fix. but my dad came to the rescue! he was able to get a new blower motor at the wholesale cost of $50 and replace it within several hours. i am so thankful on a day when the heat index is near 100 degrees.