i feel like all i do is sleep. i wish i could just sleep for about 6 months and not wake up. i woke up about 5 a.m. this morning with a pounding headache. i grabbed a pain pill and went back to sleep. when i got up about 9:30 the headache was on its way back. time for more pain pills. they just don't seem to help much anymore.

my appetite is pretty pathetic today. i'm not hungry and nothing sounds good. i ate pretty well yesterday but suffered with heart burn because of it. i feel like i am screwed no matter that i do.

the home health nurse came this morning to draw blood. she is taking it to the lab to test my blood count. i am still under orders to stay in the house until the count rises. i should know something by 3 p.m. today. it is always a waiting game with them. i was hoping to go to work today even with the headache. i feel so unproductive, like i am losing my mind to laziness and the tv. i barely feel like writing this blog. it just adds to my headache. i think i'll sleep some more. sleep is my friend...